& so, i told BF about everything regarding my posts,
my life, etc etc ystd & im really surprised that he could uds eh..
he says its a waste but sometimes, life's just like that.
if you know that things wouldnt work out, would you still hold onto them
& just let things be, all because you dont want things to "go to waste"?
if things dont work out after you've tried to solve the problem
then its perfectly alright to just let things "go to waste" (in my opinion la).
i dontknow but somehow, i just feel so odd to even try to solve the prob. ;/.
you know sometimes people just think that they uds you very well
just because they read your blog. daily, weekly, monthly, whatever,
but hello, a blog is just like a minor part of the entire life.
what makes you think that you can uds what that person is going through
just by reading the blog?
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some things are just difficult to be expressed but do you realise that
no matter how difficult things are, if you're telling it to a person whom you trust
or to a person whom you're 100% willing to tell the thing to, nothing is ever too difficult to be put into words?
so maybe thats the reason why i cant open myself up to you.
i dontknow why but the words, they just dont come.
anws, i dont think i wanna go back to krss on teachers day anymore.
after that comment of "how old liaos still go back to sec school",
is it really a crime to go back to your sec school just because you're OLD?
if the person you like (or something like that) is there, i see if you'll still say that or not lor.
zzz. & im not trying to pinpoint anyone here lah. just stating it as something general.
anws i think i shld just head home and do maths on that day
since i sucks so much in maths. ):
though i fucking so feel like going back because ifmy. )':
hmm & today was my CCA photo taking day ah.
& i was damn sad lo. a bloody pimple's residising on my nose
& my nose looks so swollen now lo. ):
damn it, i just dont have luck with class photos and such lah. ):
that damn pimple better vanish before i kill it in a sea of oxy10 lor. zzz.
lastly, a ten hundred thousand million infinity thanks to wei qi for being so efficient, effective and helpful, i swear i love him to the maximum core & i love derrick too! derrick is so heavenly awesome!! ;D.
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& look at this island!
its called 心形島嶼 (xin1 xing3 dao3 yu3).. [from derrick's song.]
its so chio please! & i wanna go there ~~ ):
sorry for the wordy post so ima gonna end it here. ;/
i find myself so pathetic, with only a few people left in my life who would be here for me, listen and crap along with me.. im so pathetic.
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